Alright, so here is the first brain dump that we're officially doing in class, even though I did do one yesterday and updated it to the blog, it will be cool to do it in class and make the most out of getting more familiar with typing on the laptop which is becoming easier and easier lately.
Unfortunately Kim and I aren't talking like we used to and life is becoming pretty hectic, and I know I'm saying it and it's only day 2, but the fact of the matter is that I know Vega by now and when they start they start, and then the wagon only accelerates from there, which is really fun sometimes but also really strenuous because the work goes into epic proportion, leaving me feeling absolutely drained and frustrated and leaving Kim without someone to talk to for the evening.
So yeah this is a brain Dump and I know I already run a blog simultaneously along side this which is going to mean me writing a lot in one day, especially since I'm so far behind on a blog I'm probably going to have to write about 10 000 words on the days I've missed by the end of this week but that's not so bad, because at the end of it all I realise that these blogs take time to take off and by doing them for long periods of time, I stand the chance of creating something sustainable as well as profitable, this is because Google ad sense will in fact pay me to blog, even if it means spending a lot of time on the thing now.
These are a few future goals I guess, which are all part of some under the table elaborate plan that I cooked up a long time ago when I was younger, one which I have strayed from many times and continue to stray from as it becomes increasingly difficult to maintain everyone's needs with me. Sometimes I falter terribly and put the people and their needs before my own, and I can only hope that this good Karma will come back to help me in the future, because in all honesty, even though money isn't everything, God knows I want to be rich.
Kimaya and I are going to be 7 months into our relationship on the 18th of this month and things have never been better. I do believe that after every fight that we have, we come back a little stronger and we learn a little more about each other, which makes it a lot easier for us to get on with our lives and be happier together without consistently offending the other, or making each other feel terrible about something. I suppose that we're also slowly, VERY slowly learning to talk out our problems, which is making this a lot easier in the long run as well.
I also watched a nice episode of Anna Akanna yesterday which was really fun, based on the fact that she spoke about something that I've been meaning to do, which is in fact talk to a therapist, because I have a lot of issues within which are affecting my daily work performance and it really is taking it's strain on me.
Well I guess that's the end for my first official brain Dump and typing skills improving time, which sounds really strange but I know for a fact that this is going to help in the future, in some way. Everything we do here at Vega is important, and I've been here long enough to know that, my short term hope though is that I can get my act together and start reading those books I just bought.
